The second I saw this girl in the storybook I said "Illyee?" (which is how I say my Theia Eurydice's name). I think it must be the haircut (and skin tone?).This all reminds my mom of how her mom made observations of Eurydice when she was little. And when she was two she began to want to play with the girls in her storybooks. The "lines" of reality were blurring into those of fiction. Well, Mama sees the same thing happening with me. For a while now, when we've read Cesar Chavez I would whine and try to grab the grapes from the page (when I was hungry). But, they were so plump and life-sized, and well, they just looked scrumptuous. Yesterday, when the Pigs in Cars,and Trucks, etc. go to the toy store, I wanted to go inside, too, to see what toys were in there. But I had to be satisfied with looking at the storefront on the cold page. (There are few other interesting instances in which this has happened, but mom can't remember now...), don't worry, I'll give her more to write about.
I have developed a very acute, pathological phobia of flies and ants, though. This morning at six I woke up and cried for Mama because there was a fly who landed on my crib! Later there was an ant in my sister's room when I was trying to play. Tears and everything! I just can't get comfortable with these other critters concept (who might crawl at me if they are wont). Mom tells me not to worry, and just to say 'hi' to them. I tried that tentatively, but I didn't feel very secure. I think that method won't help much longer (so far it's worked like a charm for things I've wanted or feared).
Well, that's the update for now.
xo (or, let me run away, and you chase me!)




